Spacehog

I feel so sad
most of the time
I hate myself
cry myself blind
31 years
nothing to show
31 years
sat here alone

No way out
Nowhere to go
I punch my head
make it all disappear
drink it all dry
avoid myself
useless and ugly
wish I was dead
not seeking attention
I know no one would attend
to this pile of shit

Don't know what i did
to feel like this
just a useless fuck
taking up too much space
I'm a useless fuck
taking up too much space

ae
Sep 2005