Nothing

I don't particularly like people
I don't particularly like anything
I have my reasons
but I don't particularly like my reasons
but I don't care
although I don't know why I don't care
and I don't care that I don't know why
In fact I don't actually think that I don't care
I just feel
NOTHING
absolutely nothing
and I like the fact that I feel nothing
so why am I writing this down then I hear you say?
I have no idea
in fact
I'll stop.

ae
Jul 2003