Drunk At Last

6 hours
half bottle vodka
2 litres cider
cigarettes
very loud music
(headphones - everything is always kept inside)

drunk at last?
able to cope?

I prefer the latter
but both apply

and the day breaks
and i want nothing to do with it
and the world turns
and i want nothing to do with it
and i breathe
and i want nothing to do with it
i have no control
and want all three to stop
but they never do

if only oblivion
was a pleasure
rather than a need

ae
Aug 2005