Trust And Love And Carbon Monoxide

No will
No way
just day after day
poisoned
hopeless
dead
in need of help
yet incapable of asking
those incapable of helping
surrender
to the inevitable
pills rope carbon monoxide
pills rope carbon monoxide

join those
I trusted and loved
because trust and love
are all that matters
but are seldom found together
and I lost both
along with hope
a long long time ago

ae
Sep 2005